I'm Just a Mataji

Ah so finally reached Mumbai the other day and here i am at a computer. It is hot and i feel woozy here. Let me back up.
Vrindaban was amazing. It was such a blessing to make it there. We almost did not get on our train from Rishikesh to V-town because we were on a waiting list- but fortunately it was in Gods plan that we made it. We stayed at the ISKON Temple, which was beautiful. The deities were so special there and the Kirtans at night lead by Aindra were awesome! We were able to meet with a guru who instructed us on the story of govirdan hill before we embarked on our walk around it. I have all these words i want to write but i dont know how to spell them. Anyway, we were in Vrindaban for three days and we concluded it with a Astrology reading, something that i have wanted for a while.
Turns our my sun and moon signs are in pisces. She read our charts according to vedic astrology and not western astrology so this surprised me because in western astrology i would be classified as an aries. Any way i was able to spend alot of time with this amazing woman and she told me so much. I mean she was saying things that i have been needing to hear in order to reaffirm some of the internal dialog. I even have certain dates that are to be paid special attention to. Pretty far out, but i love this stuff- i mean i love mysticism and the occult and all that crap- something that she also called me out on - but go figure i was there asking about it right? whatever

So We hopped on a train to Mumabi and it was the worst. We were on a waiting list again and only got two seats this time instead of six, but we all got on. It was an overnight ride and it made me sick. I dont no if it was the food i ate before (paneer subji, which will never touch my lips again), the motion, the close quarter, or the horrible venalation, but i got a fever and my whole bod ached for like a day or two, no fun. Now i feel better but a couple of us are a little funky feel. Balarama says its "the mumbai." so i guess this place makes many people sick. He also said Vrindaban makes people sick because it pulls to the surface all your toxins in order to purify you. So AMEN Brother exercise my demons i am ready to be purified!

So i have access to this internet cafe and its right by the temple, i will write more while i am here- love you all and merry christmas!